I have slept for over 11 hours. I still feel dizzy and disoriented. I usually don’t fall sick that often. But these are something unavoidable in life.

These days Sagnik is our DJ. Often during lunch and dinner Dyuti and Me are presented with some weird but quite familiar collection of old bollywood numbers, ,thanks to the free music collection of MusicIndiaOnline and Raaga. Yesterday was Mithun Chackraborty night. The age old battered speakers of Sagnik’s laptop blurted out songs from Disco Dancer and some other equally old movies. I particularly like the song “Goron Ki Na Kalon Ki” by Suresh Wadkar and Usha Mangeshkar. Somehow these songs bring back the memory of old days of Saraswati puja in our “para”. Today lunch was Amitabh time.

Just as an afterthought of this Saraswati puja thing, I realized that even now, I can look back and see my childhood, most of the time I see myself as thankful for what the Almighty had given me, and sometimes I am regretting over making wrong choices. I wonder how would I see my current self after 10 years down the line. Sometimes I just fall short of wishing for a “Save/Reload” button in my life… Or even an “Undo”.

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